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*London x1

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I think it's how I grew up in a not so conducive environment. I'm so afraid of being hurt and getting hurt. I saw the uglier side of things hat when I'm angry I cry cause there is so much rage in me that if I let them out people will get hurt. End up I hurt myself. And I know people are making use of me but I let them do so.. Cause I can't bear to hurt them. It's like how I know what happened and what is happening.. I just close my eyes and pretend I didn't know or see anything. I'm so tired. Sometimes I wonder why I am the way I am. I just wish someone can hold me tight and show me what true love is really like.. It's so sad. Sometimes when I laugh I wonder if I am really laughing.. Cause life is nothing but a play. Now I wish to be the audience but not the character in the play..

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