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Oh hello. I am leepeng but people calls me purple/amber. and i ♥ 熱い緑茶.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Infinity

Luckily I didn't book any tickets.
Cause I have been waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting again..I don't mind waiting for all eternity if I have forever. Sadly I don't. One day you may suddenly find that I'm not there for you anymore. Im not a vampire i dont live forever neither do i have the luxury of the time. And all this time I have been waiting could have been put to better use..why am I planning so hard to make sure my timing can fit yours. So that whenever you have time I will be there. I'm starting to get tired. Why can't we compromise. If only you do the things I do.meet the people I meet things will be much more flexible. Things is. You don't even want me to do the things you do or even meet the people you meet. There is this big fat red "Do not cross", "I will not cross" or "Do not force me to cross" line between us. It's always "YOUR life" & "MY life".. Or "go ahead and do YOUR own.." and its so scary that i even started to tell u things like "go do YOUR OWN things first" or " im meeting MY frens tml I DONT THINK YOU WAN TO COME" or "its MY fren " i used to be jolly and say "can i join you? Can i go too? Lets do this tgt! You wanna come tgt w me? Oh its (my frens name) you met him/her before..or normally the person name rather than MYfren" What happened to "our"? The only OUR i can think of is our Past memories and our piggy. That's all. Sad that OUR is so puny or almost insignificant in our life. OURS Its slowly disappearing from my dictionary. Maybe you have already made it so clear. It's me who is too stupid not to catch it.

Each time I feel like giving up, I hang on to my tiny bit of faith left in me with a heart full of love. I took the leap of faith yet it left me almost drained of it. Was it worth it? Only you can give me the answer. I shall hang on with all my soul and heart until I decide it's time let go and to take another leap of faith.