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Friday, September 10, 2010
Whirl
i feel lost.. in my direction and path of life.
i think i need to take a step back and think what i really want.
i miss po, cheryl, shumin, wakeboarding peeps, lecture khakis, boo, and sorry if i nvr mention ur names cos there is just too many of you guys that i miss so much.
i feel like as i grow older. i get sucked into this whirlpool of adults who are busy in their pace. earning money, building a career, some starting a family. we don't actually slow down and appreciate the things around us and stay on path of what we actually intend to do.
when i was much younger, i wanted so badly to be a doctor. but yet when i grew up. i ended up studying business. when i was in secondary school, i told myself i wanted to be a national sports person. but due to studies and retarded sch rules, i had to stop running and study. causing a bad scar on my life. till now. i wanted to continue martial arts. but never got the time to get to it. why why why?? when we are younger, our peers get to decide and plan our route and establish our route. now when i finally get to decide what i want. am i actually doing what i want or am i just deciding my fate based on expectations of others?
god show me a way. give me a clue. for now. i need a break. i want a break and i will get a break. i know sometimes it is selfish and not up to us to decide whether we should take a break a not. but i believe if we fight hard enough for it. it should be alright. anyways, who cares what other people might think of me. i know myself best psychologically.
i think i need to take a step back and think what i really want.
i miss po, cheryl, shumin, wakeboarding peeps, lecture khakis, boo, and sorry if i nvr mention ur names cos there is just too many of you guys that i miss so much.
i feel like as i grow older. i get sucked into this whirlpool of adults who are busy in their pace. earning money, building a career, some starting a family. we don't actually slow down and appreciate the things around us and stay on path of what we actually intend to do.
when i was much younger, i wanted so badly to be a doctor. but yet when i grew up. i ended up studying business. when i was in secondary school, i told myself i wanted to be a national sports person. but due to studies and retarded sch rules, i had to stop running and study. causing a bad scar on my life. till now. i wanted to continue martial arts. but never got the time to get to it. why why why?? when we are younger, our peers get to decide and plan our route and establish our route. now when i finally get to decide what i want. am i actually doing what i want or am i just deciding my fate based on expectations of others?
god show me a way. give me a clue. for now. i need a break. i want a break and i will get a break. i know sometimes it is selfish and not up to us to decide whether we should take a break a not. but i believe if we fight hard enough for it. it should be alright. anyways, who cares what other people might think of me. i know myself best psychologically.