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Oh hello. I am leepeng but people calls me purple/amber. and i ♥ 熱い緑茶.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Another episode...

I hate people to touch my things. touch already never mind at least have the courtesy to it back into the same place please. Cant help but feel super irritated. How many times must i say "DON'T TOUCH MY THINGS!!!!" damn it..! deaf or what..?! Don't blame me if i flare up at you. This is not the first time i am anal about such things. yet being someone close to me you don't understand me. really don't know to feel sad or grateful to you. but im sorry to hurt you.
HAI...talking about this matter. i am also sick and tired of waiting for you to get things done. there's always excuses and obstacles that will hinder your way. but if you are really serious about what u said to me.. what you wanna do for me. u will get it done no matter wad. but all i have heard so far is cant this cant that..sorry..but i really no time...no money..next time okay?..im tired...i promise..i next time will do..next week ok..blah blah blah.. YES! i understand. but you must also understand im a girl..im a human. there is always be a limit to my patience. i don't see any hope in waiting..cos i always wait and wait..and wait. building up hopes waiting for the "next time" "soon" to happen. everytime i ask..its the same.. slowly....im getting tired. i am tired. and it just grows on me. i am treasuring every moment now.. cos i dun put my hopes in the future anymore..i dun see any future. anywhere. hai. im sad. i cant control my temper at you like i used to do. .my patience is wearing out...i really feel very tired. but im still trying my best keep my smile. i still love u but im tired. i also dont ask for much.. all the things are ask from you are simple..yet i have to wait so long..sometimes i feel i can do without you. or rather, i must learn to get things done without u. since u wont be around me much too after you go in NS. i must become independent that life can still pass without u by my side. there's still time to learn..hai,, super upset.feel like ........


Just hope you will know that.. :