purplechang

Moomoo

2012-02-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

Care bear loves moomoo.

Baaaaa.....!

If only.

2012-01-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

I wish for the impossibles all the time.

Like how I wish I could see the white penguin live.

And how I wish you could stop in your tracks just to understand me and listen to what I'm trying to say to you with your heart.

But I know it's impossible.
White penguins are rare and they don't waddle in this part of the earth.
And the world doesn't stop spinning just for me.

);

2012-01-27T00:32:00.001+08:00

I wish I had the magic to make fairy tales real all the time. Like happily ever after.

But I learnt the hard way that the magic will never happen the more you try hard to make someone happy. Or more happy. Less unhappy. Whatsoever. Fairy tales are scams, illusions that makes gullible people like me disillusional. This is a human eat human world. People lie cheat and commit arson just to survive and make themselves happy. Or others happy to get the things that they want. What happened to the simple world? Simple. It simply does not exist anymore. Welcome to life.

Batam?

2012-01-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks jason! Is it from batam? I forgot to ask.. Haha.

Thoughts to chew on.

2012-01-13T10:45:00.001+08:00

What if u find out that I have many "sloth" and "sweet" in my life? How would you feel? Special ?

Say hello to kitty.

2012-01-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

Seems like recently this hello kitty specs is an IN thingy among girls. Seen them selling in shops, online, a lot of girls wearing them and posted pictures of themselves wearing kitty specs on Facebook. I'm personally not a huge fan of hello kitty. Nope. Definitely not pink too. Being a fanatic aesthetic specs person, I got one for myself too Tgt with my sisters. BUT! If I had to go for something girly and still be me; it had to be This blue kitty ribbon with leopardish greyish frame.

:3 Meow... How do I look?

(pardon me for my nude face..am going to bed soon) goodnight world!

White lies.

2012-01-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

Remember if anyone ever told u they will never lie to you?

But what if the person told u a white lie? Is it acceptable? To some people a white lie is not harmful. But what if that "lie" told is actually something that meant a lot to the other party. Then it will not be a white lie in another party's dictionary. And there is where unwanted commotion will be created.

So best is never to believe if someone tells you that they will never lie to you .. Best is to close one eye or even both eyes if possible to prevent conflicts. If unable to do so: confrontation for the truth to make urself feel better. Fight till cows come home lo.

Sometimes ignorance can be a bliss.

Happy 23rd birthday

2012-01-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

Snapshots of my birthday celebration last year. Which is less than a month ago though.

Happy 23rd birthday to me. 21dec2011.
Yes. Dont know who bought me Christmas cakes as my birthday cake. Kinda confusing. But who cares. There's quite a bit of cream there to start a food fight! Hahahaha..quiet birthday celebration. But good enough.. Keeping a low profile. Had enough of nonsense Upsetting birthdays..rather not celebrate than celebrate and be disappointed. Anyways, Thank you for all your well wishes. Maybe next year I just might throw a party if I'm NOT that reluctant to celebrate my birthday. Keep ya fingers crossed.

Gfs (:

2011-12-30T08:29:00.001+08:00

Started my morning with gastric pain. Sad. I need my coffee.....

Had a great time with my sisters eatin shopping and catching up yesterday. Just a simple meal and chit chat session is good enough. At least I managed to catch up with them in 2011 before we usher in 2012.. Make every moment in your life count as much as you can. Yes, I know.. I have my lazy moments all the time. Hees, well I'm still human after all. And humans are lazy creatures..always finding ways and means to make things easier and more convenient.

Hahah. Was forced to wear my blue hello kitty ribboned specs over my specs. Look so weird... So I gave that scrunched up look. Love them. Not forgotten sister Colin who is taking the photo fr us.

2011-12-30T02:20:00.001+08:00

Vintage photo. Vintage memories.
According to its tag, doggie is the "the world's most huggable...since 1898"...
Agree to certain extent.

Little slice of life..

2011-12-28T13:49:00.001+08:00

Ahahahahah....!!! This made me laugh. So funny...

);

2011-12-28T01:38:00.001+08:00

Ouch... Why does it hurt so bad.?
It's so small like paper cut yet it hurts like mad.
I hate paper cut pains.!

Old friend.

2011-12-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

Was at bishan prawning that day with small and her bf and I met an old friend, ah Wang! Miss her... Reminisce the days when I prawned so much...gone were the people I prawned with.. But at least the dog is still there, giving a sense of belonging..

2011-12-24T02:00:00.001+08:00

Who will wipe my tears at the end of the day... Only me I guess...
I think I'm the one who is stupid and dumb and retarded.

I've got inked.

2011-12-17T19:09:00.001+08:00

Remember I wanted a tattoo all this while?

I finally had it done.. Omg. It was so painful. I know.. I have low tolerance for pain. I just kept tearing.

I will. Never. Get another tattoo anytime soon... the sound of the machine buzzing is still in my head. kudos to those who can tattoo their whole body..

Words from the heart.

2011-12-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

This is good enough.. Words deep from the heart. (:

2011-12-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

To make my night even better....

Lizards at macs are invading my territory)))))); *cries in agony*

Toffeenut frappe

2011-12-12T00:46:00.001+08:00

Awful!

The crunchy toffee nut frappe at macs cafe is just awful... Please don't ever try it. What a "great" way to start my mugging session during the wee hours of the morning..

I miss my Starbucks.

Come fly with me

2011-12-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

Never travelled overseas so much in my life before..
Baaa.. I'm back. Don't envy me..traveling alone half the time isn't all that fun. ESP if u go to a country with language barrier.. I need to learn new languages...!

Love letters(:

2011-12-06T23:16:00.001+08:00

Finally wrote Letters to reply to my loved ones. I'm sorry I took some time to reply.. Oh well, I believe in better late than never.. At least it is reciprocated.

Hearts,
Me

2011-12-03T00:54:00.001+08:00

Freaking unhappy right now.

"best" kind of feeling in the world When you're sick. It just gets worst.

Thursday Night fever!

2011-12-01T20:34:00.001+08:00

Woooooohooooooo......

My thermometer read 41.1 then died on me. How cranky. This is what you call thursday night fever.

The real thing.

2011-11-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

Remember I posted an angry bird version of Stonehenge some time back? Well, I got to see the real one in London....it's...hmmm...quite different. And unique.

Say hello to the real Stonehenge!

Sick

2011-11-22T13:44:00.001+08:00

Feeling sick and moody.
Am unhappy.................... 3:

Goodbye sg.

2011-10-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

Solo flight...to a far away land.

Say hello to winter.

Small thoughts

2011-10-21T17:09:00.001+08:00

Though there is some differences in thoughts and a lil more challenged at looking like the person you expect me to behave and appear to be. It doesn't mean I'm not serious at what I am doing. Only I can judge myself. At least I am truer than the rest.

Stonehenge

2011-10-20T22:13:00.001+08:00

Hmm... What an exciting impression i have on stone henge before I really get a chance to see it. How interesting indeed.

Lil sweet message from my best friend

2011-10-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Thanks boo.

2011-10-08T14:37:00.001+08:00

Lazy Saturday afternoon at home alone with ginger. Solitaire can also be a bliss.

2011-10-07T08:36:00.000+08:00

Short term goal: find my smile

Long term goal: find happiness.

2011-10-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

Extremely pissed in the mrt. Bad mood max!

Letter to heart

2011-10-05T08:23:00.000+08:00

Saw this on Facebook. Thought it was meaningful. Wanna dedicate this to small as well. My lil gf who is always in and out of relationships continuously..

Let this be a note for myself as well...

2011-10-02T05:12:00.001+08:00

I guess I'm really bad at goodbyes.
So, don't even start in the first place. especially when you know you know it will be difficult to say goodbye.

Spent the day at home cooking and baking.. Sth I love to do and didn't have the time to do. I failed terribly at baking. But yea.. Edible. Give some credit as I haven't been baking and cooking fr a really really long time..

Keep searching for your dreams until you find them..

2011-09-30T08:46:00.000+08:00

Asking me how isn't what I want.

2011-09-29T14:25:00.001+08:00

3 yrs 4 mths...

2011-09-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Far apart..yet so close by.

2011-09-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

Day 22:

Love is not abt finding the right person but creating a right relationship. It's not abt how much love you have in the beginning but how much you build till the end.

- someone close to my soul -

Oh god.. Give me a sign. Tell me what I should do. I do not have much time left.

2011-09-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

Day 17:

God gave me peace and calm the night before the storm in the morning. Keep fighting on leepeng. Don't let the demons get to you.

2011-09-14T01:50:00.001+08:00

Day 16:

Report strength no more.
I found some light today. Deeper understanding of caring and "reporting" to your partner" of your current movements. Looks like time is allowing me to see things I nvr see before and let me understanding what I really want.

2011-09-13T01:27:00.001+08:00

Day 15:

Almost half a month is gone. So far I'm coping well. Partially is because everyday I'm too occupied by work. And catching up with friends. I nvr knew I had "abandoned" my frens so badly until now when I had the time to catch up. All said I was too busy with the Bf... Kinda felt sad hearing that.I But yet at the same time some of my close frens said I always disappear. But now is the period I'm most free.. I tried to asked u all out. You guys couldn't settle on a proper meet up thus meeting aborted. So it's not that I disappeared. I also felt more self fulfilling as I can actually get to enjoy my me-time Alone.

Plus with the incident at the gym just now. I realized that I'm actually capable of looking after myself. Thou I thought of calling you to come and save me. I'm glad I didn't. . I'm actually not as weak as what you all thought I would be...

2011-09-06T00:22:00.001+08:00

Day 8:

Maybe all I ever need is just you..

2011-09-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

Day 6:

"sometimes I have to forget how I feel and remember what I deserve"

2011-09-02T19:12:00.001+08:00

Day 4:

Wonder why Did I even make that decision in the first place. Why...

Is it because I wanna find out if I can be without you or what? So weird.. Having being part of my life for so long.. Now that I tore you out. I feel like I have a bruise or piece of flesh being cut out. Bleeding... Yet I managed to put a Elastoplast there with work to prevent infection and stop the bleeding. But it's still painful. At the same time I'm still up and running the marathon everyday with a nagging bleed. What will happen next?? Shld I get the let the wound heal itself or sew back the flesh and perfect it plastic surgery?. Either way, it's gonna be a painful process... But result is either an ugly scar or a perfect smooth skin. Which one will it be.??

Me.

2011-08-27T12:06:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I think my life is like a drama...

And people just love to watch drama....

Panda eyed.

2011-08-24T16:17:00.001+08:00

A simple act of kindness goes a long way.....

But..

But.....

But.......... It gave me horribly dark eye bags!! X.x

Best break from work

2011-08-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today feels like the busiest day of my work. Rushed here and there and up and down. Just wanna share this magnificent view from one of my client's office at Central. The picture can't justify the breathtaking view I have seen with my own eyes. Who would have known Clarke quay will look like that ... So special.

Young and gone.

2011-08-22T08:51:00.001+08:00

No one can help me or save me. Dont try. Only I can. Don't ask me what is going on in my head. Maybe I'm crazy or maybe not. Maybe it's cause of my work. But at this point in time. I know It's not anymore..if u don't see the whole massacre of events right in front of ur face like me. Don't even try.. The only thing that can be done nw is to just be there fr me. Cause only I can find my own way out... Till then. With loves.

2011-08-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

Why do you have to make such a simple thing so suffocating and tiring? Why..

2011-08-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

Wish I could be every little thing that you ever wanted all the time

Ah Huat.

2011-06-24T08:34:00.000+08:00

Say hello to ah huat. My luv

Something worth your time to read..

2011-06-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

By Bronnie Ware (who worked for years nursing the dying)

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people have had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made.

It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard.

This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.

By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.

Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.

We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly,in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved.Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.
It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip.But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end. That is all that remains in the final weeks,love and relationships.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have sillyness in their life again.
When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again,long before you are dying.

I first read this in the Observer August 2010 but have since found a link to the post on her website: http://www.inspirationandchai.com/Regrets-of-the-Dying.html

Say hello(:

2011-05-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

Say hello to Ah poo!
My poor ah poo lost her diapers sometime back.. Poor thing. Will show you all her new diapers another time..(btw.. I named her ah poo cos my Fren, Po, love gloomy bear hahaha.)

Anyways, sorry for the lack of attendance here. I have been busy with work. Just started work recently. I passed my test at work and is officially "functioning" at work. I survived my first week at work. Work's great. People are good and I'm coping well. I have a very good team leader and my team Mates are wonderful. People who are humorous yet serious and helpful. I love them. I feel alive at work(: workaholic as usual.

Smells like Hawaii~

2011-05-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

Aloha!
I'm back to introduce to you people a new product I'm currently using.

That is my new make-up remover!! *ta-da*
hahaha! Ever felt lazy to remove your make-up and find it hard to remove them as well??? I feel it all the time. Hahah. Yes, I'm a lazy person. But not now when I have my new fruity KIWI smelling make-up remover cream..

It is refreshing and yet gentle on the skin. Sensitive skinned people like me can use. So I can say it is relatively safe. Most importantly, my skin felt smoother and softer after washing it off. I'm soo happy. That's why I must share this great find with you all.

As for stubborn make-ups, just apply and leave it on longer like abt 1 minute before removing will help a lot... Removing make-up never felt so motivating and easy.. Hahahahahaha!!!

Introducing...GCP.

2011-04-28T17:04:00.004+08:00

Small love asked colin and me some time back.."What is 公主病??"
i stared at colin and colin stared at me... we dunno how to explain..

公主病 is princess sickness??

anyways, i also found this video sometime back.. which i think can quite perfectly explain what 公主病 is.

this video is for Po loves too. hope u had a good laugh..cheer up babe!

hello hello

2011-04-27T00:11:00.004+08:00

im like staring at this blank board. thinking what to write.
so many things i wanna say and express are just too overwhelming for words. maybe i will just do a few pics posts...

my trip to malaysia was not entirely boring and visiting of grandma.
at least kampung got things to do..

me holding a real bird nest.. got that from tree.

that is how near i can get to the electric thingy.
i can practically climb it if i daring enough. or rather dont wanna live already.

that's where they rear Bird NEST.. if only i could have some..

mom aunt uncle<3

Was at sunway lagoon..
my cousins brought me out to play the last day before i went back. how sweet of them.
will post more photos soon..

NEXT Up: funny video of ang moh i promise to post here for gf to see.

I'M BACK.

2011-04-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hello0 Hello!

everyone, im back.
will update soon.
stay tuned...

Cwp day!

2011-03-31T03:53:00.001+08:00

Meet boon for dinner at cwp today cause he had night out. Ate ajisen. It's like the only jap food we found there and we were too lazy to recon further as we were super hungry and cwp which is under renovation is currently like a maze. I was totally not satisfied with their ramen at all. I had some 'black' ramen and boon had scallop ramen. Taste so-so. The only dish that was the nicest is the baby squid. Which I think is ordered by else where but not made by them. I gave boon a mug as a present and he was so happy. I'm glad the present is appreciated(:

Curious what is inside the box...

Black Ramen

Seafood Ramen

The Best dish of the day!

Happy face.

Me trying to look happy..

Cause the ramen really not nice. ( '^ ' )

STITCH is LOVE!

Boon bought this stitch shower cap for me \^.^o Uber Kawaii..
Nothing much.. but i like! now i can do my hair treatment and also sleep earlier without having to wait for my hair to Dry..

Right now, I'm so tired already(feeling my age)... Could use some sleep..Bye peeps! Gd nights.(^O^)／

Tortise/Turtle museum

2011-03-28T13:11:00.001+08:00

I finally went to the turtle/tortise museum that I heard from Johnny ytd. Thanks bro.

Being there is like breathing a gist of fresh air for me..I'm finally out there, closer to nature. It helped a lot. I feel more refreshed and alive.. Yupps. I'm recovering..feeling much better. Not so plagued.

2011-03-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

I took the effort. But still... Why the unhappiness..

Women more capable?

2011-03-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Male and female corporate climbers both face long hours and equally heavy workload. However, women have to deal with additional stressor such as gender stereotypes, double standards, societal biases, monthly PMS and look after family(ESP those with children). Does that means successful women are stronger and more capable of handling stress than men?

-Little Thoughts abt stress from purps

Gone.

2011-03-18T15:03:00.002+08:00

Purps will go into retreat. For a period unknown..till everything is alright again.. And till then.. Misses all.

With loads of love,
Purps...

2011-03-13T02:56:00.000+08:00

Freaking Pissed until I got asthma.
Like WTH. FML.

Blueberry.

2011-03-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hello hi! Sorry I disappeared again. Been busy with the transition of searching and finding a new job before my contract ends. No time for shopping! One of my many favorite hobbies.. Hahah. The last time I went shopping was to buy a burberry bag with my sister. Damage: 800+ however, it's not for myself. Burberry not my cup of tea, unless it's a gift. *Tsk tsk* the bag is for my mum. Lucky woman eh? Hahaha...

On the comical tone, funny thing is.. I love blueberries. I called Burberry; bluebry. And I always never fail to accidentally call a blackberry phone; blueberry. Ahhh...silly me!!

Cheryl's babies!

2011-02-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

This 2 guinea pigs are cheryl's babies... Super adorable. They snuggle up to you all the time. Very tamed and never fails to melt my heart. Took this photo quite some time back while I was over at her place. I miss those days at Cheryl loves house chilling cooking eating and havin fun.

*shouts out to Small Loves*: SOON WITH PO OKAYS?!!! (^O^)／

Be my ValentiNO

2011-02-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Okays, I guess you peeps are expecting tons of photos of lovey dovey and celebration from valentine's day. But NOPE! no lovely photos of girlfriend or boyfriend or the places we go, the things we eat.. Or rather being extorted at a gastronomic price.. I actually spent my v day working...till rather late. Went holland v to pack food and went home to celebrate my mum's bday! But of cause.. I made sth for boon.. I made chocolates for him... Succeeded..first time..kinda proud of myself...

Happy birthday Mummy!!
Thanks for being my mom and bringing me into this world and walking 22+ years of my life with me. Hope you can age gracefully and stay young at heart.
Love you mom

With love, purps

hello blog(:

2011-02-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

i finally gave my blog a new look. okay, not really drastic changes. but at least some changes. the final product not very fantastic but it is something i would want my blog to look like. the photo a bit blur because i re-sized it and the actual photoshoot was over-exposed. will re-do a better one again once i gotta time.

this is the actual photo and color. meant to give it a mono-look.

2010 bday.

2011-01-07T00:51:00.008+08:00

At Fish & CO. Where we waited 45 mins for our food. almost starved to death.

SISTER CK!

Thanks for celebrating my birthday all my lovies..

My Lolita baby

2011-01-06T04:04:00.001+08:00

My little princess wearing her cute "Lolita baby" shirt.. Awwww....so adorable. I don't think she's old in any way. The older she gets, the more adorable she is...it's her big day this Sunday. (:

Happy New Year

2011-01-04T16:57:00.001+08:00

Hey all. I know this is kinda super late. But merry Christmas and Happy new Year to y'all!!

Sorry haven't been updating for some time as I have been really busy. Plus also! Something terrible happened to my hair. Don't ask. It's just a tragic. Maybe when my hair grows out and gets a bit better. I will upload some pics.. Till then stay tuned...

Happy bunny year! ÷H

With love, purps™`iTBÝj

When I'm sick.. I get vindicated.

2010-12-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Only when u are down and out and sick, you get to see the true colors of the ugly people around you. You will get to know that they only wanna ride on your cheerfulness and energy. Those who stick with you and understand your negativeness and walk with you through that dark stretch are those who are truly your friends.

Spa.

2010-12-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

Having fever, thus, I am on MC. didn't go to work.. Was on the way to work when I felt horrible. So I decided to take half day to see doctor. But ended up I was having fever so doctor decided to give me a day MC. Kept slping the entire afternoon until I felt so bored. Workaholic like me can't stay home for long. So I woke up started doing house chores and packing my room. Then I decided since i got off from work. Might as well go for a spa session. So ta-da.. I made my way down and did lavender body scrub plus full body massage. Felt guilty. Cause my masseuse asked if I drank very little water cause my body is very 'heaty'. I told her 'ya'.. Actually I'm really just having a fever. I scared later she scold me why have fever still go for spa. But don't get the wrong idea as she a really nice lady thou. Very motherly.. I really enjoy my session with her..after spa met up with Sis and mom for dinner and did grocery shopping at fairprice. Having a splitting headache again. I guess my temperature is up again. Gotta go sleep soon. Bye!

This a photo taken at my spa lounge. Not convenient to take more photos as you know.. Spa is.. Ya.. You gotta go bare...

幸福。

2010-12-02T19:31:00.001+08:00

Yesterday met up with Cheryl loves and po gf. Happy and very blessed. Shopped for groceries at ntuc den both of them came to pick me up from taxi stand back hm where Cheryl cooked delicious cream pasta for gf and me to eat. Happiness to Max.! <:

Before that, had a terrible morning and horrible afternoon at work and such. Thus, I bought ice-cream for lunch's dessert.when I met loves n gf. I bought Japanese pancake ice-cream as well. After pasta, Cheryl bought b&j plus magnum for desserts... I ate 3 icecreams in a day. High cholesterol x:

Buffet!

2010-11-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

Taiwan porridge buffet with loves.!
I can never keep slim with honey.. Hees. He knows I love food a lot thus, he always bring me to eat good food. Never ever letting my enormous tummy go hungry. ((:

Fatigue.

2010-11-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

I'm super duper tired. Been drained out since the past few weeks. But I have to admit. The past 2 days was actually me catching up with my friends which I consider important as well. At least it's a slight break from my hectic life allowing me to enjoy what a normal person should be enjoying in life.

2010-11-19T04:39:00.000+08:00

Body oh body.. Are you trying to be funny? NO.. It's not funny.. Cost me 75 bucks and sleep and I got work at 10am! 2 Mths later still must see specialist = more money.. Body body Please be good to me and I will be good to you.. Stop protesting..!!!

Puppy!

2010-11-18T16:33:00.001+08:00

Ginger..! My cute canine. Don't be deceived by her looks. She's alr 8 years old and counting.. But she still acts like a small puppy.. How cute!

Lil'star

2010-11-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

This was given to me by my fav gf a few years back. Miss her loads. She's in auzzie currently.. I think she will be grinning ear to ear if she knew I placed her star on my office table noticeboard.(:

Nuts.

2010-11-12T19:55:00.001+08:00

In cab munching on some nuts.. Nuts are believed to help reduce high cholesterol. But the more I eat, the more nausea I get. Because all the nuts are natural without any flavoring. Super plain.. X:

Almond: taste the least awful. Taste like how almonds shld taste like.

Peanuts: taste normal and raw. Prefer the beer salted peanuts or even the slightly roasted ones. Raw ones..Hm..

Cashew nuts: omfg! Taste as thou I'm biting on some raw dried tree trunk. Nvr ever will I eat cashew nuts cookies the same way again...

Plus the way the cabbie uncle is driving.. I think my food is coming out..

Calender

2010-11-12T16:17:00.001+08:00

Family.

2010-11-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

I'm becoming the Man of the family. Luckily, I'm not the sole breadwinner of the family. If not I think I need to change job already. Sighs..

Sorry to all my friends who I have not been able to meet up with. I'm really too busy trying to learn how to take care of the family. Thou many a time I'm guilty of trying to run away from my heavy responsibilities.. Just wanna tell all of you I have not forgotten you all. Neither am I giving up on wakeboarding nor dance. I just need some time to adapt. Wait for me. And don't give up on me. I'm trying my very best. .

2010-11-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Was raining this morning.. Reached work half drenched. Went for dental during my lunch break to have my braces fixed. So painful. They added so many extra "mechanism" to my metals. The worst was still that strawberry flavoured floride treatment. Made me super nausea. Felt like vomiting so badly after that. Totally destroyed my bubble of cute sweet nice tasting strawberry image. After work rushed to work again. Had horrible gastric with tummyache.. Made me even more sick and super vomit mode. Tummy pain till I almost couldn't walk. But long after food and toilet. Felt better. Decided to order Ginger soup to drink. To calm my Tummy down. Caught the last train heading home. Thinking why I work so hard and always facing obstacles in life. What do god have in plan for me? Oh please Give me some clue..

Boys.

2010-11-09T09:56:00.001+08:00

Roasted Chicken rice

2010-11-06T13:34:00.001+08:00

I was craving for roasted chicken and I ate roasted chicken rice. The whole packet of roasted chicken rice with garlic chilling all by myself. Talk about cholesterol. FAIL.

High cholesterol.

2010-10-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

High cholesterol dangerous in young adults, too

Wed, Aug 04, 2010 Reuters
By Emma Ashburn

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - Adults as young as 20 need pay attention to their cholesterol because unhealthy levels may already be damaging their arteries, researchers reported on Tuesday.

They followed a group of 18- to 30-year-olds for 20 years and found that higher cholesterol at a relatively early age increased the risk of heart disease and stroke later.

"We don't usually worry too much about heart disease risk until a person is in middle age because it's rare to have a heart attack in young adulthood," said Dr. Mark Pletcher of the University of California, San Francisco, who led the study published in the Annals of Internal Medicine.

"Young adulthood also matters. The damage you sustain then to your coronary arteries probably is going to catch up with you later," he added.
Pletcher and colleagues looked at data from more than 3,200 young adults -- roughly evenly divided between black and white, male and females. Those with high levels of low density lipoprotein -- LDL or "bad" cholesterol -- in youth were more likely to develop heart disease later, regardless of their cholesterol levels later in life.

The researchers said the results do not mean young adults necessarily need to take medicine to lower their cholesterol, but should make sure they exercise and watch what they eat.

"Diet and exercise may be more important than cholesterol-lowering medication in young adults," said Pletcher. "We don't have enough direct data in terms of effectiveness and safety of treatment of young adults to recommend that."
In an earlier study also published in the Annals of Internal Medicine, Pletcher found high blood pressure in young adults leads to higher risk of coronary heart disease later in life.

The American Heart Association recommends that everyone age 20 and older test their cholesterol once every five years. People with a reading of 200 milligrams of cholesterol per deciliter of blood are at risk for heart disease.
An estimated 17.6 million Americans have coronary heart disease, according to the American Heart Association. Heart disease is the leading cause of death in the United States and other industrialized countries.

Under federal healthcare legislation passed in March, health insurance plans must pay for preventive services, including cholesterol screening, although many do already. Most insurance holders will see this benefit starting in 2011, but large employer plans may not have to change under the new law.
The new regulations also allow young adults to stay on their parents' plans until they turn 26.

Thoughts.

2010-10-29T09:54:00.001+08:00

Been doing loads of thinking these past few days.. I realize life doesn't wait for u. It's better me to get things done before life decides to get things done. A decade is never enough.. Needless to say a few years. Live life to the fullest and try not to regret what you've done today. Do whatever you can do today..

Retreat.

2010-10-28T09:30:00.001+08:00

I will disappear for a awhile..

Sensitive issue!

2010-10-15T01:30:00.001+08:00

I ate 8 meals today: 3x of breakfast 3 times of lunch and 2x of dinner = cereals+Milo+big cup Miloagain+eggporkveg+sushis+biscuits+biscuits+preservedfruits+beefnoodles+fattyporkrice+Taiwanesericewinechicken+bubbleteas+birthdaycake+chocolates. And my metabolism rate is below female normal average rate by ard 16% and I'm not exercising anymore... HOW NOT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MY GLUTTONY?! I seriously think I am getting F-A-T.

Me-time.

2010-10-09T15:05:00.000+08:00

I sat alone in Thai express and had tom yum soup rice, fried fish cakes and tapioca dessert.

I Survived!

2010-10-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! I survived my first week of work at the bank. Can't post much or even any pics of work and say much because everything is pretty much classified private and confidential. Main point. I survived. And I found fellow food lovers at my workplace. Is it because all OL eat and snack a lot? Or is my office a rare surprise? I can finally unleash my potential of eating without fearing that others may laugh at me or give me weird stares/comment about my very good appetite.

I miss you girls loads!

Tan Time

2010-09-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna get a tan. i look ghastly fair.
2 more days to becoming an official OL.

i hope you are not what you are anymore..

Happy Mid-Autumn festival!

2010-09-22T00:05:00.001+08:00

Happy mooncake festival everyone! This year I'm a very lucky girl because my boon boon bought me a box of snow skin durian mooncakes! Hees! Greedy me already ate half the box before the actual day of festival which is tml. Boon is complaining that I am growing fat. I need to go on diet soon!

Hair cut!

2010-09-15T00:49:00.001+08:00

I cut my hair! Like finally after having messy long fringe for so long. Time to get ready for my new job. Oh ya. I forgot to mention. I found a job already. Going to start work at CIMB bank end of this month. I need to shop for office wear. Anyone got any ideas where I can start shopping from?

Buffet

2010-09-14T01:54:00.001+08:00

Met up with pinky Johnny ken and Val ytd night for buffet dinner at marina mandarin. Food wasn't that good. But who cares that much when the company is fantastic. I'm already missing them so much.. Looking forward to our next gathering..(;

Whirl

2010-09-10T03:34:00.003+08:00

i feel lost.. in my direction and path of life.
i think i need to take a step back and think what i really want.
i miss po, cheryl, shumin, wakeboarding peeps, lecture khakis, boo, and sorry if i nvr mention ur names cos there is just too many of you guys that i miss so much.
i feel like as i grow older. i get sucked into this whirlpool of adults who are busy in their pace. earning money, building a career, some starting a family. we don't actually slow down and appreciate the things around us and stay on path of what we actually intend to do.
when i was much younger, i wanted so badly to be a doctor. but yet when i grew up. i ended up studying business. when i was in secondary school, i told myself i wanted to be a national sports person. but due to studies and retarded sch rules, i had to stop running and study. causing a bad scar on my life. till now. i wanted to continue martial arts. but never got the time to get to it. why why why?? when we are younger, our peers get to decide and plan our route and establish our route. now when i finally get to decide what i want. am i actually doing what i want or am i just deciding my fate based on expectations of others?

god show me a way. give me a clue. for now. i need a break. i want a break and i will get a break. i know sometimes it is selfish and not up to us to decide whether we should take a break a not. but i believe if we fight hard enough for it. it should be alright. anyways, who cares what other people might think of me. i know myself best psychologically.

Sunday morning.

2010-09-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

Sunday morning is a tiring day for me.
Had a minor car accident with another this morning. my first accident.
anyone want buy 4D?

im fine. both cars are fine. i was calm and my mind can only think of faster get home and sleep.

St james

2010-09-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

Was at St james on wed night to just chill out and have fun with my favorite girlfriends, po and cheryl. Cheryl small was so cute. she wore a cute mini dress and super high heels that day while me and po wore dance wear.. cheryl was happy cos she said she finally dont feel that short when she was standing beside me. ahha..so silly. i felt glad i was in dance wear and shoes too. cause after that my feet were sore from dancing.

life after graduation. still the same. rotting away. party and work party and work. i still haven't found a full time job yet. kinda depressed. but what to do..just keep trying man. on graduation day, i felt as though it doesn't makes much difference. cause i will always still be me. the only difference is that i have an extra piece of paper. i felt kinda really sad that some of my good frens like my sis, ck, shu min, boo, and sinclair and jo couldn't make it. hai.. well, its over. what can i do. Yes i know. Im sorry Ian i forgot to call you once i reach school. i was running late for graduation and it slipped my mind. im still waiting for chance for dinner with you. at least boon and my family members were there. so was my brother johnny and val, tim, papa roberto.. yes.. the sleepers and pon lecture students me and ken made it. we grad. val was so sweet. she brought al the grad-ers sunflowers and personally made photo frames and letter. so touched. . dont worry, the next batch graduation will be kor kor and val liao. I missed pinky too.. that stupid girl went HK nvr tell us. my scandal have another scandal....

Actually i shouldn't be blogging now. i need to sleep early. i have a job interview early in the morning at 9AM! rights. discipline. im going to prepare for my interview now. byes~

2010-08-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

i like to torture myself when i am upset.

Scape!

2010-08-19T15:56:00.002+08:00

Went for dance yesterday. Had a great workout. Can never get tired during dance classes.. It's always so exciting. Especially when you manage to match your moves to the music. It feels as though u are dancing the musical notes itself. Haha. Don't know how to describe it. But yea. It's the feeling. If only studying can be as enjoyable as dance. Dance may seems enjoyable. But it's the hard work and concentration I have to put in to make my body move that counts as well. I really am a slow learner and a kid who can walk same hand same leg at the same time. I can't really catch beats in the music as well. All these makes dance super challenging fr me. But whatever it is. I still love to dance.. Call it a way of expression for me. Cause I'm a shy kid.? Hahahaha...maybe not now. But I used to not talk much to people. Dance opened me up.

Met boon for dinner after my dance. He super sweet. Came down to town specially to meet me for dinner before my date with my friends to play LAN at selegie. He brought me to eat taiwan food at scape. I discovered my favorite century egg with tofu cold dish there. Super super love. Even thou the century egg in Taiwan is like 100 times better. But it's still enjoyable..I Miss Taiwan food soo soooo much.. Must go Taiwan again. Hees!

Loneliness

2010-08-18T14:00:00.000+08:00

As I sat alone in the corner at SMU canteen eating. I realize I'm not alone. There are also many other lonely souls at smu eating alone too. And all of them I noticed. Choose to buy food from the mixed rice stall. Seems like I'm not so alone afterall..

Very Berry berries^^

2010-08-18T01:30:00.004+08:00

Went to JP today before work to exchange my faulty external Hp charger.. As usual, I couldn't resist shopping around a bit since I had some time before I'm due to head for work.

Damage done:

Ta-da...!

Mogitate Grapes and Berry lip balm
From japan(:

It's made from real, natural fruit juice and honey.
Smells really good. Haven't opened it yet.. But I hope it will taste as good as it smells.

What am I thinking.? It's supposed to be preventing my lips from cracking. Why am I even thinking of eating it... Ahhh! So greedy of me. Hehs! :3

This is the lip balm I have at my work place. It's a gift.(:
I must always have a lip balm with me cause my lips are always super dry and prone to cracking. Thus I left one at my workplace just in case a forgot to bring one along with me. It saved my lips many times already..
Besides, who wouldn't want soft and kissable lips all day long? Hahahahaha...!!! :3 ~chu!