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Oh hello. I am leepeng but people calls me purple/amber. and i ♥ 熱い緑茶.
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Mixed.

Frustrated and disappointed and doubting and disgusted.

Was Tasked to do an urine test at work.
When I opened the container. I was overwhelmed. Patient had very severe urine infection. The smell was just too overwhelming. I choked and gaged and coughed and fought back my urge to vomit. Tears swelled up my eyes along the way. At that moment, I doubted my profession as a clinic assistant..my dream to become a doctor. The worst part was some of the urine spilled out in my futile attempt to dip the test strip fully..at that very moment, I had the strong urge to drop everything I'm doing and quit my job.thats how bad it was.but then again, I thought that this old lady needs my help..And Im sure someday I would need the help of some healthcare personnel to assist me as well. I'm grateful for these people who are willing to put up with everything and serve the people. Thank you Angels.

Friday, October 26, 2012
The things we said may have left permanent scars

Obsessed, depressed at the same time
I can't even walk in a straight line

Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Haircut!

Just cut my hair!
Yeaps.

I just cut my hair. Look like a small girl now. But no worries. It will grow out. I always enjoy cutting my hair. If only hair can grow faster. So I can satisfy my constant need to chop my hair.. Tsk Tsk.

Monday, October 15, 2012
14 oct

Happy birthday yen!

My sister's birthday on the 14 oct. Im in dad's car On the way to Jp to meet my sister for dinner. I think my eye bags are hopeless );

Should I cut my hair??? Or chop my fringe? It's way way too long. My hair is always messy when I go to work...constantly having the "out of bed" look which does not work very well in an office. What should I do what should I do???

Thursday, October 11, 2012
Just a note

Tuesday 9 October 2012

First time love lent me his jacket to wear when I'm cold..
Treasures the buns he bought for my breakfast.

Okays. First steps to trying to stay positive

I have died

You said to call you no matter what. I always say forget it. Tested and proven once again.

What's the point when I can never get to you. If it was really a life and death situation. I have died.

You phone is like non existent.
When I msg u sth. U always nvr reply what I am asking. Not worth ur replies I guess. Soon I will be like what's the point of msging and asking u or telling u things when it's not even worth ur replies.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Words.

You said I can't never understand what what you are going through unless I was born in a different situation from mine..

How hurtful can words get...

Then maybe you can never understand what I am going through and feeling since I'm in a different world from yours.

Now that you have said it so clearly. Drawn the line so clearly... What am I supposed to hold on to? We will always be different.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Fresh look

Tired of the old look, thus, touched up a bit on my blog design. Changed my pet name of Purps to my English one, amber. Been using amber since sec sch. But somehow along the way it got forgotten until recently, love called me that. And I was like "how did u know my long forsaken name?" the rest are stories.. Too lazy to write in detail why he called me that. Apparently it's cause of the traffic light coincidentally. Well, at least amber sounds more presentable. Time to grow up.hope my blogs looks pleasant. And doesn't give anyone sore eyes.

"your broken heart requires all my attention.."

I hope...

Monday, October 8, 2012
Light up my life

I wanna see the northern lights before I die.

Saturday, October 6, 2012
Love fool

As I look back and think of all the times I let things past, no words can describe how much courage it took me to close my eyes on all the big and small things. I may act like a fool in front of you, does not mean i'm a fool. One day it will all end.

Friday, October 5, 2012
Child like

When your toys becomes your best friends and boyfriend..

Thursday, October 4, 2012
Just another night

Feel as though my soul has just been shot and drained again. Ridiculous... Give me more of tonight. And maybe all that will be left for you when you really decide to come home will just be an empty shell.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012
I can't stand the distance

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

Monday, October 1, 2012
Your special Disney friend will always make you happy

Who says happiness can't be bought..
It can be to a certain extent.