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Oh hello. I am leepeng but people calls me purple/amber. and i ♥ 熱い緑茶.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
In the end.

At the end of the day, it's still me alone.
Alone again. Wiping my own tears and telling myself everything will be ok. I even have to find my own source of comfort to make myself feel better. Why am I alone when we shld be Tgt holding and supporting each other in times of adversity..

So maybe next time I'm in pain and shouting for you. You tell me that you are scared and need some time to be alone. Maybe I will be dead by then.

The smell of rain

I love water.
I love the rain. Sometimes I decides not to close the windows on purpose to let the rain splash in on me.
The cool temperature, the sound of the rain and the smell of the rain makes me relaxed and sleepy.

I miss doing nothing and lying in bed all day with you then waking up to have a nice hearty meal of home cooked food.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Behind that mask

You promised me the sky
Then tossed me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

So I won't be the one to leave this in pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets, don't lie..

Friday, June 22, 2012
Alone again.

Why is it when I'm feeling down and out. You are always not there. I get feel like when I'm down and out. You look at me like I'm a time bomb ready to explode anytime which means I must be kept away or send to the specialist(home) to rest and cool Down. Why can't you just be by my side to comfort me make me smile make me feel better before letting me go. Why must I always fake a smile to make the atmosphere better... Why must I always be the chatty one to break the ice between us. Why？

Wednesday, June 20, 2012
What if..

Regarding the question you innocently asked. I really did reply you seriously.

I will leave you.

Monday, June 18, 2012
Why.

You probably think I don't know anything.
But sadly for me. I do.

Why can't you just tell me.. Just let me know.
If you are afraid. Why even do it.
I hate to see you try and hide it from me when I already know. Yet I can't and wont say anything until the day you confess to me. Call me stupid. But to me it is respect. I respect you. But stop using it to burn the people who really cares and loves you.

Railings

Get a hold on yourself. End of the day it's usually left with you alone that can hold yourself in place. No one else is going to help you.

But if you can find someone that is willing to hold you and support you no Matter what. Don't ever let that person down.cause that person will probably loves you to bits.

Friday, June 15, 2012
Time to shut down

Good night love.

Thanks for being back for the special day.

Time for him to tuck me in again while you are away though back.

Alone again.

Thursday, June 14, 2012
God sent.

Thankful and very Grateful.

It's like god sent all these little wonderful angels around me to look after me when you are not around.

♥

♥he's always there to comfort me and tuck me into bed when you are not around.  Thank you so much ♥


Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Sleepy head

Ginger the sleepy head.

Went home earlier from work today cause I was feeling faint and having gastric pain plus diarrhea. Was sitting in front of my fan resting when my lil Doggie came and scratched at my legs asking me to cuddle her. Of cause I caved in to her puppy eyes and placed her on my lap and the best part is she was nodding off comfortably in front of my fan.. So funny so I decided to take a picture.

Lee Fool is my name.

Yet once again, I waited like a fool for you. Why do I even bother when it does not even matter to you. Every single time you go away, you tell me you are tired. Am I not even more tired. I wake up earlier and sleep later just to catch you. Yet Unreciprocated.

Even my msges. No matter where I end off msging you. The next day is like a auto refresh. Whatever msges that I typed to you last suddenly became archived like it is not important what i say to you.

I'm sick of being treated this way. Treat me whatever you want and don't expect me to treat you more than how you treat me. I AM TIRED. Saving my energy for a better cause and better returns.

With love,
The fool who actually wanted to care & love more

Wednesday, June 6, 2012
No more surprises.

Lesson learnt:

Never ever surprise you anymore. ESP at your office.
1. Grumpy
2. Not happy
3. Not really appreciated

Just let it go..