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Around the World Tour:
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(Johor/Port Dickson/Seremban/KL/Penang)
*Thailand x4
*Australia x1
*China (Suzhou/Hangzhou/Shanghai/Szechuan)
*Taiwan x1
*London x1
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Love is not abt finding the right person but creating a right relationship. It's not abt how much love you have in the beginning but how much you build till the end.
- someone close to my soul -
Oh god.. Give me a sign. Tell me what I should do. I do not have much time left.
God gave me peace and calm the night before the storm in the morning. Keep fighting on leepeng. Don't let the demons get to you.
Report strength no more.
I found some light today. Deeper understanding of caring and "reporting" to your partner" of your current movements. Looks like time is allowing me to see things I nvr see before and let me understanding what I really want.
Almost half a month is gone. So far I'm coping well. Partially is because everyday I'm too occupied by work. And catching up with friends. I nvr knew I had "abandoned" my frens so badly until now when I had the time to catch up. All said I was too busy with the Bf... Kinda felt sad hearing that.I But yet at the same time some of my close frens said I always disappear. But now is the period I'm most free.. I tried to asked u all out. You guys couldn't settle on a proper meet up thus meeting aborted. So it's not that I disappeared. I also felt more self fulfilling as I can actually get to enjoy my me-time Alone.
Plus with the incident at the gym just now. I realized that I'm actually capable of looking after myself. Thou I thought of calling you to come and save me. I'm glad I didn't. . I'm actually not as weak as what you all thought I would be...
Maybe all I ever need is just you..
"sometimes I have to forget how I feel and remember what I deserve"
Wonder why Did I even make that decision in the first place. Why...
Is it because I wanna find out if I can be without you or what? So weird.. Having being part of my life for so long.. Now that I tore you out. I feel like I have a bruise or piece of flesh being cut out. Bleeding... Yet I managed to put a Elastoplast there with work to prevent infection and stop the bleeding. But it's still painful. At the same time I'm still up and running the marathon everyday with a nagging bleed. What will happen next?? Shld I get the let the wound heal itself or sew back the flesh and perfect it plastic surgery?. Either way, it's gonna be a painful process... But result is either an ugly scar or a perfect smooth skin. Which one will it be.??