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Oh hello. I am leepeng but people calls me purple/amber. and i ♥ 熱い緑茶.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010
EEEEeeeee.....!! :D

Hello hello~!
Welcome to purps braces world.^^ *say eeee..!*
took loads of pain to reach this stage and guess what. the dentist said there is more pain to come cause i haven't put the wiring yet and my 4 wisdom haven't pluck yet cos they are still blocked by my other teeth. so no space to grow out. oh man...when will all this end? my gums hurt and food keep getting stuck. this is really bad for a glutton like me. do i really have to bring my tooth brush everywhere i go??

Anyways, went to job fair at suntec. its was pathetic. seriously, its like go there to find recruitment agencies more than direct recruitment from companies. and the amount of companies are quite little. its not even crowded though its a saturday. like what jason said, "i think people of more interested in gadgets(IT Fair) than finding a job."
Got hijacked by a surveyor.

Thursday, March 25, 2010
Sore throat.

i'm having a very irritating sore throat now and it bugging me cause it feels dry and painful.
must be the wasabi i ate ytd. it burnt my throat.


This photo is taken by jesslyn when me and boon are busy competing against each other playing crazy neighbor.

been very busy lately. not much time to blog. furthermore, i lent my lappy to my sister already so it makes it even less convenient to blog. its been a long time since i blogged a proper entry. will try my best to do that soon. anyways, i went to pluck another 2 more of my teeth. So total 4 teeth gone. Nope! as many of you are assuming. it's not wisdom tooth. its my normal teeth. cos i have to make space for my 4 wisdom tooth to come out, thus, the braces. i think im gonna fix the metal *Chunk CHung* thingy next monday. so i better start practicing to smile with my mouth closed. Haha.. if not i will look like metal chunks alien from outta space.


Taken the 1st time before i pluck my teeth. i'm already practicing to smile with my mouth closed. eyes looking small without my makeup on.

Have work later again. sian..got no motivation to work lately. or rather no motivation to do anything lately. always feeling so tired..and easily irritated. Cannot be PMS right. one cant possibly have PMS 24-7 and all days a month..normally is PMS 1 week before or after Period what. anyways, i still cant figure out what is wrong with me.
i have so much things happening..so much thing i wanna say. but seems to have difficulty expressing myself.

i feel outcasted most of the time. i think its because i don't like to socialise and talk. either that or i always feel that people around me seems to ignore me. so i just dont bother as well. oh well, it doesn't really matter. even though deep inside it hurts a bit. but think this is life. no point having so many friends when they always not there when u need them. i think its better to have a real friend and just friends. but its sad that not many people are able to find their real friend but treat their friends as good friends; and their good friends as friends. those who know will know what i am referring to. its sad.

Friends, such a simple word. a simple relationship but many forget the deep meaning.



im glad to have them(:

even though i'm not sure to them whether im their real friend. but i will treasure.
never will i forget the things they have done for me.

Friday, March 19, 2010
The face.


Leepeng is currently doing her assignments. feeling super stressed up.
Yupps. that's her very frustrated face.
she looking forward to dance tomorrow. Dance helps leepeng release some of her stress.
Keep dancing leepeng!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Another episode...

I hate people to touch my things. touch already never mind at least have the courtesy to it back into the same place please. Cant help but feel super irritated. How many times must i say "DON'T TOUCH MY THINGS!!!!" damn it..! deaf or what..?! Don't blame me if i flare up at you. This is not the first time i am anal about such things. yet being someone close to me you don't understand me. really don't know to feel sad or grateful to you. but im sorry to hurt you.
HAI...talking about this matter. i am also sick and tired of waiting for you to get things done. there's always excuses and obstacles that will hinder your way. but if you are really serious about what u said to me.. what you wanna do for me. u will get it done no matter wad. but all i have heard so far is cant this cant that..sorry..but i really no time...no money..next time okay?..im tired...i promise..i next time will do..next week ok..blah blah blah.. YES! i understand. but you must also understand im a girl..im a human. there is always be a limit to my patience. i don't see any hope in waiting..cos i always wait and wait..and wait. building up hopes waiting for the "next time" "soon" to happen. everytime i ask..its the same.. slowly....im getting tired. i am tired. and it just grows on me. i am treasuring every moment now.. cos i dun put my hopes in the future anymore..i dun see any future. anywhere. hai. im sad. i cant control my temper at you like i used to do. .my patience is wearing out...i really feel very tired. but im still trying my best keep my smile. i still love u but im tired. i also dont ask for much.. all the things are ask from you are simple..yet i have to wait so long..sometimes i feel i can do without you. or rather, i must learn to get things done without u. since u wont be around me much too after you go in NS. i must become independent that life can still pass without u by my side. there's still time to learn..hai,, super upset.feel like ........


Just hope you will know that.. :

Monday, March 15, 2010
Frustration.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So frustrated. i feel sick and tired of apologizing and explaining each time i lose my temper.
Its like no point. what is done is already done.
anyway, if there is no particular nagging reason, why would i even lose my temper in the first place. why cant anyone just understand. i were really to lose my temper for no reason, of cos i will apologize. so irritated. just don't understand why some people don't know how to be sensible. if you can see that i am busy, DO NOT come and disturb me if unless it is really something urgent. worst is when i am talking on the phone or doing my assignment, and that person just come in and keep calling you to do something rather unimportant, refusing to go away even though you already shot that person a warning face.
The best part is the person i am talking in the phone also gets frustrated and scolded me without even asking me what's wrong. maybe its not "scolding" to that person, the tone was super harsh. like i am not irritated and frustrated enough like tad. of cos i will get even more frustrated. both sides frustrated at the same time = DIE.

why must humans have emotions such as frustration, irritation, anger, etc. it just makes humans more miserable. Forget it. i am going to take my medication for anxiety now. at this rate i am going, i can never be cured.